J
The beauty of Eating Disorders.
I have been bulimic now for about 7 years, and this disease is killing me from the inside and on the outside. I’ve purged up blood before, but never as much as I experienced today. The amount of blood actually shocked me. I have almost no hair left, and the hair which I still have has thinned out. My teeth are all rotten. I can’t drink cold drinks. I can’t drink hot drinks. I can’t eat hard, crunchy things. My jaw will be getting surgery soon. My stomach hurts every time I attempt to keep food down. And not to mention my digestive system is completely fucked. 
So you want perfection? You want all the boys to want you? You want to be beautiful? You’re not going to get that. This is what you’ll get. You’re further and further away from perfection each second. No boy wants you because you always smell like puke, blood, and you actually fear even being close to anyone. You become worthless.Beautiful? No. You become an ugly, horrible monster. Scars, bruises. You can’t go on dates. Refuse to go out with friends. You isolate yourself from everything and everyone. Still not convinced? Do you still want this?I’m giving mine out for free. 
J
Friday, Apr 18   ( 416957, )
18th April

I feel so low and this may be triggering

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J
 
why tommorow?

why next week?

why not now?

what’s stopping you?

Friday, Apr 18   ( 1, )

recoverymoose:

Gentle reminder that 1200cals is the recommended daily caloric intake for a ‘moderately active’ 2 year old.

2 YEAR OLD.

REPEAT.

Moderately active TWO YEAR OLD.

#stopthemadness

Friday, Apr 18   ( 376, )
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MM helps you reach your set point - if you're scared of gaining surely that means you're maintaining an unhealthy weight? Not trying to be offensive, I am just wondering if you are actually healthy :( I hope I don't upset you, if I do I'm so sorry x
ASKED BY Anonymous

findinganswersintheheart:

Okay listen up

Not every single recovering person has to do MM. I agree it works for some people and it can be fantastic but other methods work too. I am doing so well in my recovery and I’ve never done Minnie maud. I hate how tumblr can be so cliquey sometimes with the ‘Minnie maud club, the quest bar club, the oatmeal club’. Just let people get in with their recovery and don’t tell them how to do it. There is no wrong or right way. I personally do not want to do mm and that is my decision. I would appreciate if you didn’t throw accusations about my weight at me. I am at a healthy weight for my body. This is in no way meant to be a dig at anyone doing MM because you girls are fantastic. Recovery is a unique and different experience for everyone. X

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