January 2012
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I can’t eat, because I can’t sleep, and I can’t sleep because I don’t eat, and I don’t eat because I’m too tired to exercise because i’m not sleeping or eating.
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plan for tommorow
go to the doctors at 9am for more blood tests and an ECG
if they can’t draw blood go to the hospital and see if they can draw blood
jump in the car to Cambridge
assessment at the inpatient center
fuck.
i genuinely cannot see anyone ever falling in love with me
Anonymous asked: so you won't post before and after anorexia because you didn't like the old you, but you like how you look now?
40346) No one did this to me. This is my own...
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going into double digits is makes me both excited and scared at the same time. why?